This is really hard for me to confess, because I always feel so weak, but I also need to get it out there.. Starting with you, wonderful followers!
I’ve been really struggling with depression and chaotic and self-harming thoughts, so the camera has been standing on the shelf for a while now. I have had no energy or motivation to photograph the last couple of months. Most days I have had no energy to even get up in the morning. I am not over it, and it will take a lot of time, but I really hope that I will be able to smile again. It is extremely exhausting to be tired all the time, not to mention crying. And I’m sick and tired of it… But right now there is nothing to be done, just keep living life and hope someday I’ll be able to live and enjoy life as I once did.
Another black & white portrait.
Black and white portrait. Trying out natural light and contrast
A bouncy danish swedish farm dog. I love those floppy ears!
Another picture from the shoot with the fog. I think they came out rather nice, even though most of them look like old polaroid pictures. I really can’t wait to get me a new camera that can deal with high ISO
My tired and beautiful black lab <3
Zera the toller again from the obedience competition~
There was this thick fog in the forest a couple of days ago, so I decided to try taking som pictures there. I have never photographed fog before, but it was fun! Way too dark though, so ever picture looks like old polaroid photos. Not sure if that is a good or bad thing.